Radiant underground intro

Media spoiled ass that helped
kill depfile 600k cp vids in apr18
(down & the report)

My linksMy logs & notes on Dropbox

Welcome to the radiant underground

Witchcraft, Turing, Civil, Vietnam Top10
the most important 25 years for FREEDOM

54 Gardner witchcraft book, Turing death
55 start of Vietnam War

55-68 nonviolent & civil disobedience
marches & boycots & cases black civil rights
67 human be-in event in SF – “psychedelics”
cc cvw women & black – “tune in, drop out”
69 ARPANET first internet nodes

71 chip 4004, Unix
72 Smalltalk (Dev of win gui), C
75 end of the Vietnam War
78 apple ii … first mass prod 20m (and me)
79 spreadsheet is killer app apple ii

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jump to part 2 – history

jump to part 3 – cyber

Here we celebrate the destruction
of cars by Admin in 2017 2018.

Which with the climate crisis is
a legal thing to claim & call for.

The so called 21 before 19. Just like:

elfjes 1993

bio over matter seems the obvious adagium
“No” said my shrink in 2019.

The police is even more radical…

48 jarige die auto’s vernielde doodgeschoten door politie – Alkmaar 2019

CNN Hero – Berlin 2011


Who is the Radiant underground?

1ย  my halfgod wife … EE

2 the link to Dak … Mythological Cycle


3 the link to Dak’s Lem … Ancient Iran


4 the link to SG … England, old Europe


5 link SG to R in Iraq … Ancient civ



My life since 21

We have what wiki selfdisorder calls I split.

We are a system of 3 souls.

Explained in 5 steps here:

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1/5 I have sz


Lisman sum, 5 points

Basic problem
o thalamus, delta, theta, making cortex sleepy
o also causing less gamma waves to occur
gamma integrates info in consciousness

o normally releases, disinhibits cortex areas
now also less coord, thus cortex activated

o overactive, thus upregulating pfc & Dop sys

o problem with self check, corollary discharge
increasing self monitoring / loss of agency


2/5 I have selfdisorder


My summary of selfdisorder


3/5 Due to selfdisorder I am hyperalphabetic

People have an almost whole brain

impact on my brain, leaving spirits

& voices. I am susceptible to

narrative (inducing psychosis)

and, ultimately, programmable. ๐Ÿ™‚


4/5 I have spirit company since ’06



een deel dat niet uit eigen bewustzijn
voortkomt neemt altijd steeds meer
plaats en tijd in, als een soort crime
of pest

daarom breidt sz sd zich altijd uit
en neemt het in zijn sterkste vormen
steeds herkenbare syndromen aan

** om zichzelf te helen ** wordt de sz sd
een shaman of shapeshifter

dan zet hij huid, lichaam en geest
in om een verschijnsel ( uit (o
intel of spirit te geven

extensies: bellen, veren etc

shapeshifting on wiki


5/5 Estonian spirits & language inflection

02/04 2020 by msf

Like an extending ‘language sensitive
language analysing musical keyboard’,
the brain, esp. a hyperalphabetic one,
creates analysis of unheard languages
using the minimal input of inflections
of language & words from speakers.

All kinds of languages thus become
represented. In my case the special
language Estonian got a special role,
as a detected outlier. And (!) a spirit
started using this outlier, both in
linguistic & European geographic sense,
to gain control of the body, adding its
intelligence (see Shapeshifter for more).

I believe this has happened throughout
the ages, thus bringing spirit stories
back to Estonia, which in turn started
the belief in reincarnation there, which
is still prevalent at 60% of the pop.

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we have no romantic /physical/ partner

Four chances
marieke, eline, afra, charmaine
1992, 1995, 2001, 2001 – 19yrs back

All stalled fast…

The cause?

selfdisorder – trouble words, no energy



o vwo is srt rush porn: run into, rush
o also: commercials, programmes on TV

Ben op 12-16, mede dr +ew, blijven vallen



Ben cybernetic punk … less boundaries

minimal self & concl are smaller, see below

rel to input …

have less boundaries … punk > HAPPY BLOB


Sin ‘nudes’ is gewoon input,
no conclusion (relatie, wil, afsl)
lichaam staat op zich, absoluut, public

Sin cars ’21befr19′ was a signal,
with a high bio over matter,
body worth gehalte, echt jaren 80, sue


I also consulted psudoai


02/29 iii

The Body

taboo is shock

I don’t believe in ‘privacy is over’.

but the point with nude & sensually
stimulating matter is that:

o circulation is in a small corner of media

not in social media, not in mass media
circ is absent because it would shock.

taboo is shock in relation to your own
life & values. sex is a weird thing …
/in others/ ๐Ÿ˜

=== eof

Other kinds of rewards
o coding: 1985-2007 most often about 2wks
o in case of coding ai ‘ns’ 6yrs high!!
o study 1995-2001-2004-2013


History of books, church
& freedom from power of church

800 Scholastic
1300 universities
1450 boekdruk
1650-1790 verlichting, rol burger, niet kerk
1950 maar zelfs in 50s invloed kerk Groot
1954 Gardner brengt witchcraft boek uit
1970-1980s homo rechten uk, 1954 dood Turing

The point: we all love imitating print

Now more fun


The App & Cloud universe
Apps ranked & some info / notes
(Top to Bottom)

YouTube ggl VID
chrome ggl. WEB

[com] COM
Facebook fb 2b users
WhatsApp fb
messenger fb
Instagram fb

Skype ms VID
word ms. WRD
Snapchat COM
Dropbox 500m FILES
12m paying users
twitter 300m COM
Flipboard. NWS

Netflix. MOV
spotify 100m users AUDIO

> CLOUD info . ch chaos, not from app list



my sources – 2014-2019

routine 74, digital

o france24 tv app 24h news
o Bloomberg radio
o twitter tech & env, nos
(72 sources)

often 7, digital

o web: wiki and
tech & news bbc, guardian
o misc web, Flipboard, rss
o Scribd books since 2014

incid 8, paper

o wired mag, since 1996
o misc mags, gaming, flow
o the new York times int paper
o trouw, fd, ft papers

Fav dvds

Johnny mnemonic
13th floor

Time Machine

Blade runner
Wisdom of crocodiles
Family man

Radiant Underground Intro Part ii



My Top 10 scientists before
quanta & modern physics

17th century
1 Hooke – strength, elast
2 Newton – mechanical physics

18th century
3 Lavoisier – chem
4 Dalton – chem

19th century
5 Faraday – electr
6 Darwin – evolut
7 Pasteur – ??
8 Mendel – bio, genes
9 Mendeljev – per table
10 Maxwell – electr


(02/29 note iv)

Amazing acceleration of
human knowledge

400k yrs ago – pre-humans
hunt with stone and wood weapons

70k-50k yrs ago – sapiens
has modern language

50k years little insight

1300 universities

1450 printing press

1563 habsburg postal service

1680 newton can describe
movement and force IN TIME
which kickstarts science

to which must be added, 400y+

2080 humans ruin the climate


more history on pu



According to Marc Andreessen
we are in a 300yr singularity
(See above)

What he monitors when he watches
the news, is whether these still work

o democracy
o markets / participation / growth
o freedom of speech / thought
o human rights
o technology
o science

interview on YouTube


Wiki, 4 big conflicts

Afghanistan – 41k dead in 2019
Yemen – 21k dead in 2019
Mexico – 17k dead in 2019
Syria – 10k dead in 2019


Okay science

I love edu

academic disciplines at wiki

het gaat erom wat je toevoegt aan web

dus pu & radiant



Subjects to ponder

Tech history
Freedom / dropout
My disease: sz sd ha shsh bound & magic
Inj … action / sdh

Tech history

I have decided to no longer
include homecomputers as real
computers, since they are a
million times less powerful.

So instead I pick the Mac
PowerBook 100 of 1991 as the first.
This one is a thousand times
less powerful than today’s.

It works out nice:

o in 1991 I was 18, imprint age
o 16yrs before the WIMP gui
was invented by Xerox (1975)
o 16yrs after 1991 I still
programmed, esp. 1994 til 2001
and some 3d and Sims til 2007



Sdh is beauty
Action is honour

Celtic values



History & zelfstudie

in afg 6jr niets om op terug te grijpen

2014 report freemedia na vermoeden cens twt
2015 jul lem & aug begonnen report acc
2016 report fr sign door hate sp agr jul
lem weg & actie
2017 report acc sign? actie na lem weg jun
2018 1.5jr weg door actie & dan opname
2019 80s gedraaid en notes gemaakt
2020 muziek & twt op RCA & 24″


1998 tm 2013 idee rt tel

1995 zelfstudie & idee ns
1996 dropout phase 1 voor ns
1997 afst, pres ai ns, werk

dus terug zelfstudie

cell bio ai nsci 1995-2013 18jr

dus: history & philosophy & dropout
en timelines, my disease & magic



if you know
o history
o religion
o philosophy

you know people, the world

dat was ‘t idee bij zelfstudie 1995


in 2010-2013 veranderde er iets in mij

zag verleden niet meer als *levend*

maar ontdekte dat je geschiedenis
mag indelen, zien, schrijven zoals
je maar wilt, denk door
us web & wired & twt invloed … freedom

geschiedenis als vast zat er diep in
veranderde door us & xp met notes

dus dat is iets van 2013 waarop ik
kan voortgaan

geen studie voor geheugen, maar lego


Western history in 3 screens



Gutenberg to Tesla in 3 screens

Ps: correction, Darwin is 1859 not 1759

Good to remember


darwin50 edison60 bell70
daimler80 tesla90 planck1900



02/27 note on cybernetics & selfdisorder

wiener – info & boundaries

hyp: the hyperalphabetic has less boundary

visual is used for text, not concl upon
motor is used for text, not to exert will


minimal self & self concl in hyperalphab
maximal input althrough, without act, concl


Dr. CWC (car wreck culture)
uses others for signals (2017 2018)
and uses stuff as input, without concl

disturbance of ego boundary enaction in schizophrenia


02/29 ii


Ecocide is purp by 5 million greedy
and car driving Dutch.

This is an education problem,
30 years ago I was smart enough to
see the incredible number of cars
as a problem. The last 15 years of
climate edu has given me a grip
on the fact that they commit ecocide.

The stupid 17th c elitist law does
nothing against this. Education problem

If I were left to be stupid like them,
I would believe in rule of law as well.

Two tips to get rid of * cars & greed *

o become time rich – work
less hours – time for edu

o travel in cyberspace – no
need for hurry & planes – also
a great way to get yur cyber edu

Start edu here


03/14 Freedom

o freedom from social stress
o from virtual fear (sz), real shame

So it seems, with psudoai, …
the shame is virtual too …
Since all is virtual because of
longing for isolation, ‘freedom’


03/15 Open knowledge vs. indep will

cyberculture – what cybernetics??
… book counterculture cyberculture* ->
wiener … info pattern complex … usco
mccluhan … tribal … global village
comprehensive designer
merry pranksters
whole earth … communes
econ … wired


communes are cells, isolated … not cybern
less boundaries is more cybern … & zen
activity … will <> cc act & alien

alien is thus very alien for will
will not against soc, in line medic attitude
acad medic … all get wiser (netkat!)
open knowledge … vs closed indep will


*One of the tenets of the book
is that the internet community
& companies could be deregulated




03/24 theory beauty is com means

03/25 03.00am messen drm (household), dan
op beest, soort zware kangeroo
langs hek met drachter nog meer wilde drn

zing luidkeels:

“she had to play the other way
up … side … down” … ee ta

McKenna tikes lezing language visual scribd
doorbraak bty def en diblasio Corona spch

volgende morgen

plaatje Leakey en Fossey
vervangen door falkor uit nevere story
ook snail in strange magic
ook rider in dark crystal
rider veroorzaakt song

ook lem 15 17 signde over srt dino rider
screenshots spotify 2015-05 like fl, agr
2015-11 vreedzaam, harmony, no climax
dus gedanst gezongen tot 2015-05

Dan lem, ook zn v ew fan denk ik
zij zou zich terugtrekken msg op surf 15
dus we zijn 10 jr samen geweest 05 15
nu is zij met de tikes, de Dino riders

is Falk falkor ??


03/29 Finally …

A statement for project cyberpunk


anti car


country w 5m ecocide criminals


economy w 5m ecocide criminals

lang is bty

nog 10jr new petrol cars, dan evs

lang is bty that is not destructible
like nature

lang is the treasure of climate dystopia
the destruction of climate & ecosystems

so I am the keeper of this last bty on
a dystopic & criminal planet

tada … m 2011-2020


04/03 grounding in ’15-’20

Got to ground more in the now
or the last 5 years actually

15-17 Lem, now theory abt heaven
17-18 action in ecocide dystopia
keeper of the lang of bty, cyberpunk
17-18 in institution, together w b
in another way xp than a thinks

19 I did a lot of focus on 95
which was the start of zelf studie
that lasted to 13, so actually
too long ago, the former stage


My parents


My junk


800ad til

1950s power of church strong

The 1950s – Powerful Years for Religion


1954 Gardner publishes witchcraft book, the strongest outside chr signal ever, just 2 years after such a book is legal


1960s the counter culture goes global

More money, more crime, more freedom – 1964-1974


LGBT rights 1967-1982


1977 the apple ii, mass produced 20m


1980s new age & /actual/ sexual freedom


1991 the apple PowerBook, wimp pc


personal remark:
My ‘tune in drop out’-moment came with
the PowerBook 150 on which I developed
an AI that kept my interest in intelligence and the brain going from 1995 til 2013!!



Phone age 2010+

Let’s Get Real About How Important Our Phones Are

Streaming 2015+


tech news at guardian

tech news at bbc


irish mythology



tori amos
heather nova

mp3s in itunes


magic & loss

12 lovely media

donald duck

documentatiecentrum jozefschool

inspector gadget

wondere wereld

kijk magazine

rescue 911

bib fmt & amc

gopher over vt100 terminal

wired magazine

the making of the personal computer – fire in the valley

pubmed 2003-2012

pinterest – flow of retro computing, jets, cars


cyberpunk world

note from science guy blog 25-01-2011


[my order – c2]

The elements common in cyberpunk that the genre got right

politics & economy
* All-powerful corporations
* Lack of any political challenge
to market ideology
* Intense globalization
* Lessening of Western state power
* Lack of political ideology
* Collapse of the western middle class

* Evolution of designer drugs
* Gated communities
* Mobile elite
* Organ trading
* Common place plastic surgery

* Internet
* Media saturation
* Media-aware terrorism
* Video game addiction
* Virtual economies
* Intensely personal electronics

* Environmental disasters

* Hi-tech soldiers
* Hacker wars
* Decline in usefulness of standing armies
* Increased use of mercenaries


What it missed

* Sustainability of nationalism
* Utter failure of virtual reality
* Man/machine interface
* Decline in violence in West
* Slowness of genetic innovation
* Cyberlimbs
* More common and varied designer drugs
* World changing genetic innovations